I am beginning to follow up on the outline of my final paper that I put together on Tuesday. It is hard to put in to words exactly what my process has been for this Interim. I have watched several films, read the majority of a book on race relations in the South, and researched these films-- searching through page after page of google and Pascal articles looking for insights into the critical reception of theses movies within both racial communities. I have come to realize that my Interim has been much more about personal opinion and perspective on the quality of these films and their depiction of race relations than about the perspective of others. I have found a few gems, including interviews with several of the films' directors, and a number of good reviews from newspapers and magazines during the time of these films' release. But as much as I can talk about the ins and outs of research, I think the coolest part of this Interim for me has been the gradual build up of comparison between all of these films. In a sense there is a pattern of plot, characterization, and even response to these films' audacious attempts to portray race relations in the American South-- let alone make a social commentary on the underachievement in civil rights progress at the time. I have enjoyed framing that together as the films have progressed.
Although I both applauded and criticized Black Like Me for its blunt depiction of John Howard Griffith's trip through the southern African-American's world in 1960, I find one of the film's major conflicts following me throughout my research. While I have enjoyed other films more and contemplated the commentaries and plot idiosyncrasies with greater interest, I find that Black Like Me represents a certain parallel to my work. Like John Howard Griffith, I feel like I am an outsider trying to understand a volatile and controversial world. The world I'm exploring is past, some 40 years and more, but at the same time it is very much alive in the world that I see. I have found myself overwhelmed with emotion about some of the injustice of the criticism raised over these films-- though not as much over the actual injustice of race relations (ironic, no?) Subjectivity and emotion has found its way into my attempts at objectivity in my writing, the same way that Griffith could not help but be enraged at what he saw from the perspective of a black man. Did he ever really get at what it felt like to be oppressed? Maybe. I am only viewing things from the other side of a TV screen in 2011, and I know that I am simply a tourist looking at Hollywood's attempt to piece together some of the wounds and scars and bandages of race relations, but it has affected me. There are so many layers to these films, from race to sexuality to justice to morality to politics. This paper is dreaded only in the sense that there is so much to say...